everytime i venture into the world

i realize what a hostile place it is

or maybe how unprepared i am -still*- to navigate it properly

whatever the case might be, no

*if anything, i've gotten worse, dog 

now that i'm older, and i have experienced some things i hadn't and discovered underlying patterns here and there, i don't have that mysterious thirst 

my only real thirst these days is for wholange, the number 1 orange soda in the county