Wednesday, July 31, 2019

https://drive.google.com/uc?export=view&id=1YPzlawJh-6mFwYOR2J48EyLyJ3yuGBcZ
a veces olvido que solo habito mi persona
es bueno recordar el punto de visto

Monday, July 29, 2019

no tiene sentido
propongo dejarlo ir
que cada vez que aparezca -ese u otro pensamiento re:sentido- abramos las puertas
no, que dejemos a las propias puertas libres
que vuelen donde quieran
que no abran o cierren

Sunday, July 28, 2019

dear bentonn,

your worth is the same whether you are alone or surrounded by people
or ghosts
or phillip walkers

Thursday, July 25, 2019

today i ordered a meal at a burger king and asked to not have any meat on it
this lady working there looked at me and said, “what a piece of you are” 
"a piece of what?", i asked
then she hugged me goodbye 

Wednesday, July 24, 2019

 I see that the critic inside of you is still nitpicking away, though, despite the overwhelming acclaim you’ve gotten.
Isayama: I need to be that way, or else I’ll lose my grip. Part of it is also that I know that nobody likes a big ego, so the self-deprecation is a pose in a way, too, I think.

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https://drive.google.com/uc?export=view&id=13utqy26IzQASW4jHwFE8D9T_4JWjpgJn

Tuesday, July 23, 2019

we should be constantly changing, improving
yet i don't feel we really do
what’s with the 8-hour work day?
we’re living in the past, people, and time doesn’t even exist
stop clinging
start inging 

Sunday, July 21, 2019

i would like to not have a tongue
it's sharp and more often than not
i'm the one bleeding
can i cut it and not me?
but that's the thing, huh?
it is me
hurting it, i'm hurting myself
how about listening better
listening is a fucking art, son, daughter
listening is key to unlock the magic
and to lock yourself free

Friday, July 19, 2019

unos pasos (pequeños pero de lejanas piernas):


  • escoge las semillas
  • entiérralas 
  • riega 
(aquí va la retina; rutina, rutina)
  • al tiempo sale el capullo / no lo acaricies mucho
¿y después qué?

Wednesday, July 17, 2019

focusing is hard
it is practice
and a north-american nut that breaks teeth and feet

Monday, July 15, 2019

dear bentonn,

today i insulted a man for doing the same thing i was doing: being an entitled pedestrian

how has life mirrored your shit today?

Sunday, July 14, 2019

whatever, man, dino
work with what you get
a board in an ocean
a couple of dolphins

Sunday, July 7, 2019

dear bentonn,

it's tough out here and now

i miss you
you know how hard it is being with you these days and feeling like i'm still waiting to see you again, the you i got to know?

with no food, i go back to eating bones
and i don't want to break knees or teeth, my teeth

but the silence can be so loud
and my actions so out

i'm trying to remind me
-mainly thanks to you-
that nothing really matters that much
so what matters is what you do and say

and i'm trying to free you
and me
and everyone else
from my expectations
from my cravings
from my broken self

change happens all the time
so i guess i can also make it happen

there's magic out there

where and how are you?
it's ok if you don't answer

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