stop stepping on stones, dude
(it's also really hard seeing)

listening (properly) is so difficult

so

i’ve been thinking lately

life is not when i’m alone

like family and the family you decide to create is important

and like all the rest is not really that important

like what’s the essence?

l l

la no-persona me intriga y agrada cada vez más 

creo que todo es un poco mentira

y el anular la identidad

a veces te lleva más a la verdad

lo que sea que de certero tenga eso

i'm so self-absorved sometimes it's ridiculous
i don't think it's about giving me much importance
but about shining my light on others
that feels somehow right even if it cancels nick sometimes
whatevs man
woman

m

h

nothing where something used to be

"monogamy makes people miserable
(...)
hay veces que uno está en una parte y tu pareja no está ahí
(...)
"love is bondage. But if you don't allow yourself to get tied up, you will never know what true love is"

j

h

h

g

,

sigue ese sendero
pues es el que te dicta
tu amigo en la sombra,
enjaulado pero poderoso
-una purguita

"I don't value what I think at this point"

-Bo Burnham

look around

man, woman

there’s a lot of fucked up shit that happens 

shit that happens to us

shit that you provoke 

let’s be more aware of our actions when it comes to others

so we fuck up less

and whenever shit comes your way, shut your mouth, mah boy, girl

so you don’t smell it

what to do when you realize it is all a lie?

directions:

be more honest
the truth can only then be found within you
and even then, it is not truth, but true

give less fucks

talk to objects

there’s something i feel drawn to as of lately:

to test my loyalty

to practice my decission-making ability

to value things and people 

to say no, and yes

to prioritize my relationships

it is all about commitment to a cause

and it’s not about somehing unchangeable, it’s about focusing and prioritizing whatever you consider worth your time at the moment 

there’s a very thin line

between doing something that does not require the people watching and yet acting for them

and diving into the action itself and forgetting about the audience 

expect nothing
do for no one

Look at Saoirse's eye contact with Kate. If you want to know why she is such a talented actress at such a young age, that is why. Acting is more about reacting and listening than actually acting. Observing. Soaking up a character. Understanding motivation. And then being in the present

source

it’s ok

yep, i think i’m brushing off on some my lessons 

like not expecting anything

learning to live in the moment

stop believing that i’m that important

realizing things end

and that things and people might depict you

taking care of oneself

that i’m not going to stop putting myself in the world, but that i’m not going to expect the world from it

also, we gotta take care of ants

hey

‘

j

realizing that i’m not that important or that i have to be center-stage is being so cool and liberating as of lately

from a website to turn your video upside down

we all need to start learning how to save money
we be all poor for the dumbest reasons
didn't want to include you but i did want to include me
feel free to not be part of the gang
but it all cost money
so pay upfront
uck it all

"life is like a painting: you can change it; once it dries, you can do it all over"

(how damon got his groove back - youtube)

i would have destroyed half of the human population today

not the half already dead though

please let me never have that much power

or have the power to just silence my actions and words

and just be and not react so violently

today at the mall 2 things happened: there was a very narrow aisle and this woman distracted by a phone call almost not almost fully ran into a girl, and didn't even check on her
and the girl was like super fine with that
like she didn't act out
and i was like damn, if that was me...

and then, when paying, i felt or thought that the cashier was giving me attitude
so i got extra mad
and started whispering shit
and left the place on fire

but maybe i should have acted the same way the girl did
it's not about me
it's not about their power over me
things affect you as much as you let them

i've realized today that humor is a very important aspect of me when creating a strong initial bond with someone
like it's like a process where the mind is open and taking itself not that seriously
very lit
very vkfnd