n

quien se aleja de su casa, ya ha vuelto

-borges

h

you dont need to build an empire, you need to go back to zero

a shadow

it’s self-centered 

my crippling anxiety does not cease to make everything about me and how i’m perceived

talking to my boyfriend about it he made me realize that i should not be so much inside of me, but outside

i should just enjoy

and not being afraid of the way i’m perceived (physically or not) 

and observe people and do and say as i please rather than what i think i must do which is a reaction

it’s a harsh truth for me to face

but it’s also time that i do so

next time i socialize, i’ll try to be comfortable

and not feel exposed or less than

and say and do without fear (mainly the fear of not reprocitacion and agreebableness)