spiritual archetype (lonerwolf test)

As a Cenobite, you value solidarity in the form of brotherhood, sisterhood or the spiritual family as a way of experiencing the Divine. Deep down, you have rarely felt a sense of belonging in the large, isolated, and soulless society most people call home. Instead, you prefer to find (or create) a monastic or intentional community that shares the same meaningful beliefs, dreams, and objectives as you.

As a person who deeply values human connection, you feel the most emotionally and spiritually healthy when you’re surrounded by like-minded people. You thrive the best when you’re leading, or part of, a soul tribe.

Because you love being surrounded by others who share your values, there is the tremendous opportunity for you to develop agape, or unconditional love.

Shadow Side:

The dark side of the Cenobite archetype is a tendency to become too dependent on other people for one’s spiritual nourishment. This unhealthy dependency can lapse into needy, complicated, and co-dependent relationships with others.

Cenobites may also have the tendency to give in to mindless “groupthink” by allowing others to make their decisions. Conformity and the sacrificing of one’s needs and dreams may also result in communal situations.

Strengths:

These strengths are developed when you’re open, aware, and internally balanced.

Loving
Loyal
Caring
Helpful
Easy Going
Reliable
Selfless
Hospitable
Weaknesses:

These weaknesses arise when you become unmindful, imbalanced, and spiritually stagnant.

People-pleasing
Co-dependency
Conformism
Self-martyrdom
Self-neglecting
Materialism
Spiritual Purpose: To find Oneness through the unity with others.

Existential Fear: Being isolated from others; losing yourself in lonely self-absorption.

Lesson to Learn: In focusing on others we come to understand ourselves. “I am because you are” (Ubuntu).

Cenobite Totem: Ant; group mind, patience, action.

Cenobite Crystal: Rhodonite; opens our hearts to unconditional love toward others and ourselves and increased service to mankind.

Cenobite Herb: Damiana; unconditional love, passion and increased vision.

Cenobite Mantra: I am One with all.

Famous Cenobites: John of the Cross, Teresa of Ávila, Saint Bruno, St. Therese of Lisieux, St. Anthony the Great, Benedict of Nursia, Hildegard of Bingen, Thomas Merton.

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quien se aleja de su casa, ya ha vuelto

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you dont need to build an empire, you need to go back to zero

a shadow

it’s self-centered 

my crippling anxiety does not cease to make everything about me and how i’m perceived

talking to my boyfriend about it he made me realize that i should not be so much inside of me, but outside

i should just enjoy

and not being afraid of the way i’m perceived (physically or not) 

and observe people and do and say as i please rather than what i think i must do which is a reaction

it’s a harsh truth for me to face

but it’s also time that i do so

next time i socialize, i’ll try to be comfortable

and not feel exposed or less than

and say and do without fear (mainly the fear of not reprocitacion and agreebableness)