dear bentonn,

it's tough out here and now

i miss you
you know how hard it is being with you these days and feeling like i'm still waiting to see you again, the you i got to know?

with no food, i go back to eating bones
and i don't want to break knees or teeth, my teeth

but the silence can be so loud
and my actions so out

i'm trying to remind me
-mainly thanks to you-
that nothing really matters that much
so what matters is what you do and say

and i'm trying to free you
and me
and everyone else
from my expectations
from my cravings
from my broken self

change happens all the time
so i guess i can also make it happen

there's magic out there

where and how are you?
it's ok if you don't answer